Ok, so Bruce got the job offer he went an interviewd for, but I still don't know if we are moving or not. I keep going back and forth. It would benefit everyone but me. I am willing to give up everything I have made here in the Bay Area to make sure Cassie has a better area to grow up in. I really don't want her to grow up here in Hayward. If we lived in Fremont that would be another story, or anywhere other than Hayward.
I also know that Bruce would be making more money than he does now. There isn't anyway we can sell this house for a few years, but thats ok. If we stay then we have to live here until we can sell. I am just not ok with that.
I am leaning toward moving, but I am also putting everyone elses needs before mine. Am I ok with that? When I think about it, I think yes. But then am I saying yes just so that Cassie has a better life? I know that she is my piroity and that the entire decision shouldn't be based on if it will make me happy or not. I just don't know. Like I said, I keep going back and forth.
Argh!!!!
