Well, we are living in So Cal now. We have about 85% of the boxes unpacked. OK so we unpacked them about 3 weeks ago. I just don't have the energy to unpack them! I'm not sure what my issue is.
I think part of the problem is that it is finally hitting me that I am in a new place and I don't know anyone. I get rather lonely during the day and I just don't' have the energy to do anything, so I don't. I have been pretty good about keeping the house picked up. I miss a day every so often, but then again, who doesn't.
It's not that I'm being hard on myself for not keeping a clean house its just I do everything myself. Bruce is no help when it comes to Cassie. Sure he takes her out on the weekends, but its only for about 2 hours each day. Then he comes home and he plays on his computers. He is gone for 12 hours a day on the weekdays and then on the weekends he's home but plays games all day. I guess I don't know what my expectations are about this, but a little more help would be nice. :)
Well, my head is in a really weird place right now, so I'm going to sign off and figure out what to do about things.
Adrienne
